as you fade away

Haha Just came back from the dining hall and me and Diana usually talk to the girl that swipes us in before and after we leave. She's in high school.. has a baby..she broke up with her boyfriend yesterday. So last night we gave her advice and then she told us tonight that they got back together. Yay. Then she showed us her hickey and she was telling us it hurt. Then she pointed at us and was all "yeah... which one was the one I saw had a hickey.. was it you? or you?" hahahahaha. Yeah okay... so it was me. I remember she would make fun of me when she saw it and was all "hey..from the vampires huh?" or "lemme see the vampire bite" Hahaha. Jeesh. Mike had to pay for that one.

tHEnATrlplbyX3: you are ... omg i cant explain in words
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I can't get situated. I've been sitting here trying to get comfortable but it just doesn't work. My legs have to be stretched.. then they have to be tucked underneath me, then one has to be out in front of me while the other one is underneath me. augh. Haha. Anyways... I've been trying to study for my Pacific. Is. Body art final that I have on Thursday. Should be alright. Not as worried as I am for my Bioethics final I have tomorrow at 4. 4-7. Wish me luck. I visited Mike yesterday before he left to go to Monterey with some friends. They went to the Bubba Gump shrimp co. for dinner. I had too much studying to do to even consider going with them. So we took a walk before he left. We were walking, not knowing where to go, by his apartment, when he saw one of his friends. He was all "have you met the other Jason?" and I said "no" So he introduced me to him. He was a really nice guy. Then they talked and we all walked over to their friend Camille's apartment so they could talk to their other friend Jason (the one who was in my bioethics section). So we sat and chatted with them for a bit. Then Mike had to use Camille's computer to IM someone... so we went into her room. It was funny.... cause he said her room was like my room, but my stars are better :) After he IM'd his friend he asked me what I wanted to do.. if we were gonna hang out there some more or go take a walk. I really wanted to take a walk so we said goodbye to his friends and took a walk around Oakes and College 8. It was sooooo cold out too. Both our hands were freezing. I was impressed I must say when I first saw Mike. He looked and smelled sooooo good. When I left to come back to my room all I could do was smell him. I loved it. I studied from the time I left which was 6:30 till the time he came back which was 12. Me and Diana did not move from our room the entire night. We were good girls and actually studied. Mike called and asked if I wanted to stop by and I said only for a little bit. He really wanted me to spend the night. He even offered to let me sleep in his bed and he would sleep in a sleeping bag. But I said no. I know by the end of the night he wouldn't have actually stayed in the sleeping bag. So I went to his place around 12:30. I was involved in an online conversation with Sal that was weird but nice. Because of the news of Bush and the war... he said he wishes he would spend more time talking with me. He said he was getting all "feely" because of the news and said he hopes I'm happy with Mike and that he wishes me the best. I thought it was really really nice of him to say that. Sal is a nice guy. Genuinely nice and I really admire that in guys. So I went to Mike's and we didn't know what to do. We just sat there talking and he told me about dinner. I think he had a little to drink because he was acting a little strange.. either that or it was him being weird with sleepiness. Haha. He was all "I could really go for a beer right now" and he was drinking a Vanilla Coke. That kinda bugged me. But I got over it. Guys and alchohol. That's normal. So then we just layed on his bed and listened to music. Well.. he layed on top of me and we started kissing and stuff. It's so funny, he has this thing now where he likes me kissing his neck. He LOVES it. I like doing it too because I like to see how much he enjoys it. Makes me want him more. Then we started talking and he was all "the other night it's like we got a lot closer.. is that just me?" Ummm yeah.... considering he's the first guy I've ever given a hand job too. You'd think we'd be closer. Haha. Then his roomate came in to go to sleep. It was about 1:30 already. So we decided to go into the living room and just hang out in the dark. We laid on the couch and talked... kissed... then he pulled me closer to lay me down and got on top of me. Then we just laid there in the silence. Dead silence. It was so quiet it was starting to hurt my ears. So then we started kissing and things started to get a little heated. Then a lot heated. We couldn't stop kissing each other. Then I started kissing his neck and it just made him want me sooooo bad. I did this thing with my tongue. Haha. He almost died. Then he took "it" out and well... yeah.... gave him another hand job. Then it got more heated and while we were kissing he asked if I wanted to know when he was going to cum and I said yeah and then he asked if he could cum on me and how he would clean it up and you know.. me not knowing.. said yeah. Soo he did. Then we just laid there and kissed. By then it was 3 ' clock. I still wasn't tired. Then he told me not to get up. He cleaned himself off and then he cleaned me off. Haha gosh it sounds bad when typing it. Then we sat up and we just cuddled and talked. He didn't want me walking back to my room by myself so late and to just stay there. But I really didn't want to spend the night. I told him it was fine, the sun was almost out and it was nice out anyways.. no one would bug me. Then he didn't want me going back wearing my pants. He wanted me to change wearing a pair of his pj pants. I told him it was okay. No one would see and plus it wasn't that noticeable. So we sat there and cuddled more until 3:30. He was so sleepy. So we got up and we said our goodnights. Last night was an experience I must say. I am so happy with him. :) Hopefully I didn't freak people out with this post. Haha. And if I did... get over it already.

FUNNY.. considering everyone thinks I look like her....

You're dark, twisted and gorgeous, Angelina Jolie.


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