Saturday, April 26, 2003

You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.

What inner color are you?



Heath Ledger: You like them with a drop dead
gorgeous smile, cute accent and from the Land
Down Under.


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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


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Friday, April 25, 2003

x. name = Nicole
x. birthday = February 22, 1984
x. piercings = 2 on my left ear, 3 on my right ear, and my navel
x. tattoos = Soon...
x. height = 5'2
x. shoe size = 5-6
x. hair color = Brown/redish
x. hair length = to my shoulders
x. siblings = 2 older brothers; Chris and Bryan
x. pets = 1 shih ztuo named J.C.

last...
x. movie you rented = haven't rented a movie in a long time
x. movie you bought = don't remember
x. song you listened to = some Unwritten Law song
x. last song that was stuck in your head = Something Corporate's "Punk Rock Princess"
x. song you've downloaded = all these Unwritten Law songs
x. cd you listened to = Linkin Parks "Meteroa"
x. person you called = Nancy
x. person that has called you = Brother
x. tv show you've watched = Animal Planet lol
x. person you were thinking of = Mike

x. you have a bf or gf = aww my Mike
x. you have a crush on someone = nope
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = Definately
x. you think about suicide = I have before when I was depressed junior year of HS
x. you believe in online dating = Lol no
x. others find you attractive = I guess
x. you want more piercings = Always!! Piercings are fun!!! ;)
x. you want more tattoos = yay tattoos!! Can't wait to get mine!!
x. you smoke = ew no.. I hate it when people smoke
x. you like cleaning = at times
x. you like roller coasters = they're fun but the wait sucks
x. you write in cursive or print = Print

for or against...
x. long distance relationships = i guess I'm for them.. if you really "love" them then i don't see why not trying to work it out.
x. using someone =depends on what you're using them for lol :)
x. suicide = against
x. killing people = really stupid
x. teenage smoking = I hate smoking all together. I think it smells gross and they make the person who is smoking look stupid.
x. doing drugs = Same thing as smoking. Except for the occasional E pills. Just to have fun ya know but weed and stuff.. dumb.
x. premarital sex = if you're ready for it then go ahead.
x. driving drunk = Augh. I've had a very bad personal experience with it and I think people are so stupid for drinking in the first place.
x. gay/lesbian relationships = what ever floats your boat
x. soap operas = too much unnecessary drama.. who needs to watch that when they have their own they need to worry about.
have you...
x. ever cried over a girl = for one of my friends.. most likely
x. ever cried over a guy = yeah.. stupid guys lol
x. ever lied to someone = ummm yeah!
x. ever been in a fist fight = lol.. yeah with nancy.. but it was all in good fun
x. ever been arrested = Uh no... not that I can remember lol :)

what...
x. shampoo do you use = the pink smelly Herbal Essance
x. perfume do you use = Ralph by Ralph Lauren
x. shoes do you wear = white converses
x. are you scared of = I'm not sure of anything really
number...
x. of times I have been in love? = Once
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = Once
x. of hearts I have broken? = Umm... I think quite a lot
x. of boys I have kissed? = 2
x. of girls I have kissed? = 3.. in 8th grade at this party
x. of men I've slept with? = ummm
x. of girls I've slept with? = none
x. of continents I have lived in? = one
x. of drugs taken illegally? = none
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 5
x. of people I consider my enemies? = don't know
x. people from high school that I stayed in contact with? like 10?
x. of cd's that I own? = don't know.. lots
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a couple
x. of scars on my body? = like 2
x. of things in my past that I regret? = lots of things

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

"Love is something you fall into. What I love is better than what you love. More profound, more compelling, sexier. What I hate deserves it. It's more horrible and evil than what you hate. My taste is better than yours. More developed and complex. What are looking at? Why are you here? Who do think you are? What do you want to be? What did you say? What do you want? I wish I was cool. If I wasn't skinny, I couldn't be cool. I'd have to be hot, or even worse, warm. Yuck. I love to look at myself, but I'm way too cool to look at you. And you're too pathetic not to look at me. How dare you not be me? You are not yourself. I don't want your shit, okay. It's got nothing to do with me. It's a delusion. It's some jerks image of perfection. So go bother someone else, okay. You are scary. You are really really scary" -Barbara Kruger (my favorite artist of all time)

Tuesday, April 22, 2003

Name: Nicole
Birthday: February 22, 1094
What time is it? 10:25 pm

LAST PERSON WHO..
Slept in your bed: Mike
Saw you cry: Mike
Made you cry: college crap
Spent the night at your house: house?? no one
You shared a drink with: Mike, it was a Snapple
You went to the movies with: most likely my brother
You went to the mall with: Aine, we went to the Valencia Mall
Yelled at you: no one yells at me
Sent you an e-mail: a linguistics tutor
Said they were going to kill you: nobody

HAVE YOU EVER..
Said "I love you" and meant it? yes. I mean it everytime I say it to Mike
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? haha no.. with my old dog?! Funny.. but I do like wrestling with him. It's fun.
Been to New York? yes. Used to live there for 4 years and visit every summer after we moved
Been to Florida? nope
California? i live here in beautiful sunny California
Hawaii? Well.. I was in my moms stomach the last time I was there..Damn! Coulda been born in Hawaii!!
Mexico? I've been to Ensenada 4 times on a cruise
China? nope
Canada? nope
Danced naked? hmm.. don't think so
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? probably.. dreams are always weird
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yeah, I hate it when that happens.
Wish you were the opposite sex? sometimes, it would be a lot easier.

Had an imaginary friend? nope
Red or blue? red
Spring or fall? Spring
Santa or Rudolph? santa
Math or English? Ewww math is yuckie. Yay for english!!
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? maybe hang out some more and then go to sleep.
What was the last food you ate? hmm a brownie
High school or college? neither.. grad school.. lol.. no college is okay I guess
Are you bored? yes all the time
How many buddies are on? 21 online now
Last movie you saw? Dude where's my car
Last noise you heard? people run by my room
Last time you went out of the state: hmm.. wow.. I don't remember
Things you like in a girl/guy: guys: cutie smile... sense of humor.. personality
Do you have a crush on someone? nope
Do they know?
What's his/her name?

What do you think of ouija boards? They're funny
What book are you reading now? mainly just my Linguistic book
What's on your mouse pad? don't have one
Favourite board game? hmm Life
Favourite magazine? haha.. yeah Jenn.. Maxim.. funny.. or Stuff.. or Teen Vogue.. or Spin.. or Seventeen (I know I know.. I'm not 17. SO!)
Worst feeling in the world? being forgotten and feeling like no one cares
How many rings before you answer? depends on what I'm doing
Future daughter's name: Keili, Yasmine, or Katyana
Future son's name? Dylan or Tristin
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? umm does my Playboy bunny count as one?
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? a childs psychiatrist
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? lrighty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? kinda
What's under your bed? . 3 drawers
Favorite sport to watch? the x-games!! and basketball
Hair Color: brown.. that's turning light and redish
Eye Color: hazel
Height Currently: 5'2
Glasses/contacts: augh.. sometimes.. but now more often
Current Age: 19
Siblings: two brothers
Siblings Age: 28 and 25
Location: santa cruz, California
College Plans: get my BS in psychology and get my phD somewhere else
Any Piercings: two in my left ear... two in the right ear plus one on the top.. and my belly button
Best Friends: nancy and griselda
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: aww my Mike :)
Current Crush: no one

THE EXTRA STUFF:
Do you do drugs?: nah..well.. depends on what you're offering.. haha
Do you drink: no..I think it's stupid.. big pet peeve
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: the pink smelly Herbal Essence "yes.. yes.. yesssss" LOL
What sport(s) do you play?: ha.. none
What are you most scared of?: not getting to where I want to be, meaning becoming a doctor.. because of my lack of patience with dumb.. annoying..ignorant people
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?: Spain.. Italy..Switzerland.. the Bahamas..
How often do you cut your toenails? oh jeez.. like I know

What are you listening to right now? nothing
Who are you talking to right now?: no one
Do you have your own phone line?: my cell
What's the last four digits of your phone number? 4514
What shoes do you wear?: my white converses
What clothes do you sleep in?: sometimes my white roxy pants and a tee or my blue scrubs and a tee
Who is the last person who called you? my mom
Where do you want to get married?: I used to want to get married in a castle in Switerzland.. with tons of candles and flowers all over the place.. and I'd fly all my friends in.. but.. we'll see now... somewhere definately secluded.. with flowers all over the place.. and candles... maybe on the coast of the Mexican Riveria.. Cabo San Lucas.. during sunset :)
Who do u think is the hottest guy or girl?: hmm I don't know. I would say Mike Shinoda.. but he's really not that hot.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? my over analytical ways... and insecurities
Who do you really hate? I rarely "hate" people..I dislike all those who pretend to care and be a true friend when they're not.
What are the ugliest names? I don't know.. all I know is there is a lot.
Favorite number: 10
Favourite Movie(s): Dumb and Dumber!!
Favourite Candy: hmmm Pop Rocks
Favourite Brand: Roxy
Favourite TV show: Real World New Orleans (I agree with Jenn)
Favourite Food: sushi
Favourite Fast food restaurant?: umm Carls Jr.
Favourite Nail polish color: pink!
Favourite Subject in school: writing
Good Number: 10
Favourite Teacher: aww my spanish teacher from HS Mrs. Rocca

Favourite Game: hmmm... don't know
Smoked: no.. another pet peeve
Drank: water yes... alcohol no.. disgusting
Got drunk? twice
Bungee Jumped: i want to
went movie hopping: yeah
Broke the law: sometimes
Ran from the cops: i would walk
Made yourself throw up?: ew no
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Been In Love?: I am
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Hobbies: music, chatting online.. going to the beach
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none
Are You Timely Or Always Late: always way early
Do You Have A Job: not yet
Do You Like Being Around People: not a whole lot of people... I tend to get anxious and have panic attacks... people are dumb that's why.
Best feeling in the world: being remembered and being taken care of.
Are you for world peace: impossible but it would be nice
Are you a health freak: I have my moments. At home I'm a health freak.

STUFF
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: it was not love.. it was lust
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: the person who people could least likely picture me with... the person who I can't have in the beginning but will have in the end
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yeah
Are You Lonely Right Now: no.. I'm sleepy
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: not at all
Do You Want To Get Married: yeah
Do You Want Kids: yeah.. I love kids

YOUR FRIENDS:
Coolest: Nancy
The weirdest: tie between Nancy and Griselda
Craziest: Nancy
Funniest: Nancy
Smartest: Kristin
Happiest: Nancy
Meanest: April
Sweetest: Nancy
Loudest: Nancy
Quietest: Amanda
Silliest: Nancy and Griselda
Most Sporty: Kristin
Best Friend: Nancy
Who do you go to for advice: no one
Who knows all your secrets: ALL of them?? no one.. they're secrets for a reason.

FAVORITE
Room In house: living room and my brother Chris' room
Type of music: hip hop and rock/punk
Song: lol 50 cent's "fuck and be friends"
Memory: hanging out with Nancy, Griselda and their 3 guy friends from Indio.. spending the weekend @ Nancy's place.. crashing in her bed.. making fun of her friend Mike for liking me.. going to the party where me and Nancy had a chugging contest from the keg.. and took the 40 from Trini...having Nancy lay on our laps in the guys car with the police behind us and then Going to Denny's @ 2 in the morning.
Day Of The Week: friday
Color: pink
Perfume Or Cologne: Ralph by Ralph Lauren and Pink from Victoria Secrets
Flower: I think daises are cute daytime flowers and roses are seductive night time flowers
Month: June
Season: Summer
Location for dates: beach

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: I cried today
Bought Something: fodd
Gotten Sick: nope
Sang: yeah to Eminem's "Superman"
Said I Love You: yep
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: I do tell him I love him
Met Someone New: no
Moved On: yes
Talked To Someone: uhh yeah
Had A Serious Talk: yeah
Missed Someone: always
Hugged Someone: aww big hugs with Mike
Kissed Someone: yep
Fought With Your Parents: no
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
Had a lot of sleep: I want sleep
Wanted This Survey To Be Over: yes.. so I can sleep :)


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Monday, April 21, 2003

Yeah so I keep forgetting to write about this... MTV is filming on my campus (UCSC). I guess our school is going to be the next Fraternity Life. How weird considering my school is so liberal. MTV is furnishing a house where six students will live and be taped. They had a party on Saturday at this golf course in Aptos, invitation only, where people were dressed up really nice and they were filmning it like that's how UCSC parties really are. They should show the real ones, all lame and pathetic. I guess one of the guys on my hall is guaranteed a spot as a rushee for the fraternity. It'll be funny to watch this all on television. It'll be aired starting in the fall..so everyone should tune in :)
Now since that is said.. I'm waiting for Diana to get up from her nap. We both fell asleep again after our homework. I'm wondering if she's gonna want to go to dinner with me. Ew I have Sociology @ 7 till 8:30. My last class for the day. Get to sleep in though tomorrow since I only have my linguistics section which starts at 12. Yay. Anyways... I'm bored... so I'm off...

awww.. Mike's away message:

Gnite cutie.... Shhhhh I'm still dreaming about you. I love you *muah*

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