Saturday, June 14, 2003
Survey time!!
Oh by the way.. I'm officially home for the summer now in beautiful Southern California! I'll be here till Sept. 21st. I'm lovin' every minute of it. I so need the break. Everyone better hit me up to hang out while I'm here man.
First bike: umm well I first had one of my brothers BMX dirt bikes.. then eventually I got my own pink girly bike.
First best friend(s): Chaleene when I was like 4.
First real memory of something: Being stuffed as a pumpkin for Halloween in New York when I was 5.
First car: umm I'll let ya know when I get it. haha.
First date: well... ummm I went to the movies with Robert.
First kiss: Kiss on the lips with Sal. Kiss with tongue with Mike.
First break-up: Sal after 1 month. Man.. that was a mess. lol.
First job: Haven't had a real job.
First screen name: snickers93536
First self purchased album: hmm... the guy who sung achey breaky heart. hahaha.
First funeral: my brothers friend J.D.'s funeral. He was on his QHHS baseball team.. died in a car accident.
First pet: my dog (shih zuo) who is still alive now. haha.
First prime minister (or president) you voted for: ewww I hate politics and would never vote.
First piercing/tattoo: I got my ears pierced when I was like some months old. Then I got a second ear piercing when I was 13. Then I got a third ear piercing when I was 15.. but those closed up cause I was impatient and tried changing the earrings too soon. Then I got the top of my right ear pierced (the cartildge) when I was in SC in the mall with Nancy. Then I got my belly button pierced at Graffix Pleasure in SC with Nancy too.
First independent home: my dorm room in Santa Cruz.
First house/flat/apartment: hopefully next year I'll be in an apartment with Nancy and the girls.
First love: my cutie now. Mike.
First enemy: Crystal P. during all of elementary. Oohh we hated each other.
First big trip: the Bahamas on a cruise with my family when I was six.
First play/musical/performance: I'm not sure.
First sport you played: tee-ball!!! FUN!! I was on the Pirates, the Reds, and the Clubs.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: I don't know.
last library book checked out: some book on the SATs for a research paper
last movie seen: National Lampoons' Van Wilder
last book read: umm I don't remember
last cuss word uttered: shit
last beverage drank: ice tea
last food consumed: I just had a half of a chocolate chip cookie
last crush: no one
last phone call: Mike
last tv show watched: my mom is watching some Lifetime movie
last time showered: last night
last shoes worn: my white converses with the black star and stripe on the sidess
last cd played: Further Seems Forever
last item bought: Food
last downloaded: 3 days Grace "I hate everything about you"
last annoyance: my mom.. she needs to get some friends and leave the house
last disappointment: not buying my mp3 player today like I had planned on doing.
last soda drank: Coke
last thing written: numbers
last key used: enter
last words spoken: no thanks
last sleep: I just woke up from a 2 hour nap
last im: no one
last weird encounter: most likely at school
last ice cream eaten: I had a vanilla drumstick at my grandma's today
last time amused: with my brother Chris today
last time wanting to die: I don't know.
last time in love: right now
last time hugged: by my grandma when I said goodbye
last chair sat in: this one in my room
last lipstick used: I don't wear lipstick.. man with these big lips?! ha!
last underwear worn: Victoria Secrets cotton leopard print
last bra worn: I don't know.. this white one.
last shirt worn: this light yellow shirt from American Eagle that says Bangok Thailad on the front
last time dancing: In my dorm room
last webpage visited: Charisa's journal
Oh by the way.. I'm officially home for the summer now in beautiful Southern California! I'll be here till Sept. 21st. I'm lovin' every minute of it. I so need the break. Everyone better hit me up to hang out while I'm here man.
First bike: umm well I first had one of my brothers BMX dirt bikes.. then eventually I got my own pink girly bike.
First best friend(s): Chaleene when I was like 4.
First real memory of something: Being stuffed as a pumpkin for Halloween in New York when I was 5.
First car: umm I'll let ya know when I get it. haha.
First date: well... ummm I went to the movies with Robert.
First kiss: Kiss on the lips with Sal. Kiss with tongue with Mike.
First break-up: Sal after 1 month. Man.. that was a mess. lol.
First job: Haven't had a real job.
First screen name: snickers93536
First self purchased album: hmm... the guy who sung achey breaky heart. hahaha.
First funeral: my brothers friend J.D.'s funeral. He was on his QHHS baseball team.. died in a car accident.
First pet: my dog (shih zuo) who is still alive now. haha.
First prime minister (or president) you voted for: ewww I hate politics and would never vote.
First piercing/tattoo: I got my ears pierced when I was like some months old. Then I got a second ear piercing when I was 13. Then I got a third ear piercing when I was 15.. but those closed up cause I was impatient and tried changing the earrings too soon. Then I got the top of my right ear pierced (the cartildge) when I was in SC in the mall with Nancy. Then I got my belly button pierced at Graffix Pleasure in SC with Nancy too.
First independent home: my dorm room in Santa Cruz.
First house/flat/apartment: hopefully next year I'll be in an apartment with Nancy and the girls.
First love: my cutie now. Mike.
First enemy: Crystal P. during all of elementary. Oohh we hated each other.
First big trip: the Bahamas on a cruise with my family when I was six.
First play/musical/performance: I'm not sure.
First sport you played: tee-ball!!! FUN!! I was on the Pirates, the Reds, and the Clubs.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: I don't know.
last library book checked out: some book on the SATs for a research paper
last movie seen: National Lampoons' Van Wilder
last book read: umm I don't remember
last cuss word uttered: shit
last beverage drank: ice tea
last food consumed: I just had a half of a chocolate chip cookie
last crush: no one
last phone call: Mike
last tv show watched: my mom is watching some Lifetime movie
last time showered: last night
last shoes worn: my white converses with the black star and stripe on the sidess
last cd played: Further Seems Forever
last item bought: Food
last downloaded: 3 days Grace "I hate everything about you"
last annoyance: my mom.. she needs to get some friends and leave the house
last disappointment: not buying my mp3 player today like I had planned on doing.
last soda drank: Coke
last thing written: numbers
last key used: enter
last words spoken: no thanks
last sleep: I just woke up from a 2 hour nap
last im: no one
last weird encounter: most likely at school
last ice cream eaten: I had a vanilla drumstick at my grandma's today
last time amused: with my brother Chris today
last time wanting to die: I don't know.
last time in love: right now
last time hugged: by my grandma when I said goodbye
last chair sat in: this one in my room
last lipstick used: I don't wear lipstick.. man with these big lips?! ha!
last underwear worn: Victoria Secrets cotton leopard print
last bra worn: I don't know.. this white one.
last shirt worn: this light yellow shirt from American Eagle that says Bangok Thailad on the front
last time dancing: In my dorm room
last webpage visited: Charisa's journal
Monday, June 09, 2003
Augh. I am so ready to just leave Santa Cruz already and head home for the summer. The anticipation is killing me. I just want to take my damn linguistics final, pass it, go to sleep and have it be Wednesday morning. The only sad thing though is that I won't be able to see Mike. We won't even be able to be together for our 7 month anniversary on Friday. It's even a Friday the 13th. Hehe. Funny. I'm listening to Chingy "Mob Wit me" right now, it reminds me of Nancy. So yeah. I've been studying linguistics since Friday on and off. I'm pretty confident I can pass it. Yesterday went by soooooo fast. I woke up at 12:37 and had to hurry up and get dressed so I could make it to the dining hall for lunch before they closed at 1. Diana came back from spending the night at Sergio's and then went to go study at the library. I finally got dressed around 2 and decided it was time for me to study. I grabbed my backpack and stuff and went outside to study in the sun since it was a nice day. Around 3 I saw Diana walking back to the room and I yelled after her. So we sat outside for another 30 minutes, she read and I studied. Then we got tired of the sun and decided to go back up to our room and hang out. I studied some more while she took a nap. Then when she got up we said we were bored so we started packing more of our stuff up while listening to the radio. After cleaning and packing we went to the Hungry Slug cafe to get some dinner. We came back and ate in the room. Then we did some more homework. Somehow it became 7o'clock and we still hadn't accomplished that much. Mike came over around 10 to take the rest of the glow in the dark stars down from our ceiling. Good thing he's tall. Then he layed on my bed for a little bit while I studied my flascards I made for linguistics. Then I asked him if he wanted to go back to his place to watch National Lampoons Van Wilder. Of course he said yes. So we started leaving he told me to grab another pair of pants, meaning my pj pants, but I told him I wasn't going to stay the night. At least that's what I thought. I even told Diana as we're leaving that I'd be right back.So we got to his place and I looked at the bottom of his pants and I saw this glowing spot. At first I thought he had some glowing things on his shoes but then I looked closer... he had like 6 glow in the dark stars on his pants. It was cute. Then he took off my shoes and we got into bed. It was nice to have a movie already downloaded cause usually we have to wait like 30 mins for one. The movie was alright. It was kinda funny I guess. Tara Reid was bugging me because she looks sooo old and she was playing some teen and her tan is sooo fake. After the movie I planned on us just cuddling for a little bit and the going back to my place. But then Mike had started saying how this was going to be our last night together before I left. So that made me get all quiet and he asked if I would just spend the night. He said he had extra pj pants I could wear. Then I rolled over and I told him that if I spent the night that he better make me leave at 12. He said "deal". I was kinda disappointed though to have spent the night. Well before we went to sleep we fooled around. Like kissing and stuff. He has this thing now where he likes to feel me up and he likes to kiss and suck on my chest. I don't know... it feels good for a little bit but when it goes on for a long time.. I just don't think it feels that good anymore.. it actually starts to hurt. We tried not to be too loud because his roomate was sleeping and had to wake up at 6. Then we finally started sleeping and usually Mike holds me when we sleep but he didn't like at all last night. It was sad. We just both were all alone. So I didn't really sleep. I was just there. His roomate woke up at 6 because he had a final at 8 and when he woke up I had my eyes closed but I was still awake. Finally Mike moved and he put his arm around me and moved closer to me. Then I felt really comfortable for once and started to fall asleep. Then we slept till 10.. well I did. I was on my side facing the wall and Mike was close behind me with his arm around my waist. I could feel and hear him breathing. It was so cute. I felt him hold me tighter and I just wanted to kiss him so bad. I was trying to use my smooth touch to wake him up but that wasn't working. I was trying to rub my feet up and down his legs to see if that would work too and it didn't. Then I kept moving and finally he started waking up and I asked him what time it was. He rolled over and picked up my watch off of the floor and rolled back saying it was 10:30. Then we cuddled till 11 and fooled around till 12. Now I'm waiting for him to get back from wherever he is so we can study together, him and his friend Cyrus have to study for some class and I'll study linguistics even though I don't want to. Then we're gonna go to the bookstore and go shopping for more UCSC apparell. Mike wants to get a UCSC baseball hat and I want to look at the tee shirts and shorts :) Well I'm gonna go study and listen to Eve 6 till he IM's me.
