as you fade away

2005-03-13T12:06:00.000-08:00

Song of the Moment: The Honorary Title "Everything I Once Had"Wow. I haven't update in here for 2 years. I thought I would give it another try. I was wondering if I even remembered the password and whaddya know... I did. It's kind of interesting to read through this journal and then to look at where I am right now.Everything has changed. Most certanily not for the good. I am no longer with Mike.

2003-09-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

1. Nicknames? Nick, Nicky, Nicolette 2. B-day: 2-22-84 3. Age: 19 4. Sex: female 5. What time is it? 10:55 pm 6. Where do you live? Quartz Hill, California 7.What school do you attend? University of California, Santa Cruz 8. Siblings and their ages? 2 Brothers: Chris (28) and Bryan (25) 9. Righty or Lefty: Righty **********JUST LATELY*************** 12. Hair color: Medium Brown 13. Eye color:

2003-08-28T21:02:00.000-07:00

By the time we got back to the AV it was like 12:30. We didn't go straight to my house though. We decided to go a park and just hang out. Maybe see Mars for a bit. We ended up doing some "stuff" in the car in the park parking lot. It was quite yummy I must say. Haha. We were both SO tired. We drove back to my house to take a nap before he had to go back home. We got back to my place around 2ish.

2003-08-28T18:49:00.000-07:00

Okie.. so I don't feel like writing out this big long entry of what I did yesterday, so I'll just shorten it out and perhaps later I will elaborate on it. Mike came over at 8:30 in the morning. I was still in my pjs...my black The USED tee shirt he gave me and my red hawaiian board shorts. We sat and watched tv for a little bit. We went upstairs to watch one of my baby videos. I changed into the

2003-08-21T11:45:00.000-07:00

Man.. me and Raci had an AWESOME time watching Adema perform LIVE at the Jimmy Kimmel Show on Tuesday night. We were right up front. Wee Man was there and he crowd surfed on us. HAHA. Raci got kicked in the head by him. I fought some girl down to the ground for a guitar pick. But Raci stepped on it for me. So..yeah... I got it. It was a lot of fun. I've never been up that close at a concert, even

2003-08-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

"Feels like Home" -Randy Newman Somethin’ in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There’s somethin’ in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I’ve been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you’ve done Well,

2003-08-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

AHHH. Okay so I checked my email when I got home from Costco tonight and guess what!! I got an email saying I was invited to the Jimmy Kimmel show on Tuesday the 19th to see Adema perfom LIVE!!!!!!! I signed up online at http://www.1iota.com./ to win tickets. I didn't think I'd actually get them!!!!! So now I have 2 tickets to the show. It looks like me and Raci will be going down to Hollywood to

2003-08-13T15:46:00.000-07:00

Lyrics from my new favorite band Matchbook Romance (Their new cd "Stories and Alibis" comes out Sept. 22nd.. I suggest you go get it) : Lovers & Liars Let's start out by starting over. What did I expect? You're no good at lying and I'm no good at comebacks. You're so untouchable. I'm oh-so-terrible at this. I'm terrible at this, you know. Don't hold this against me. I've already said I'm sorry

2003-08-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hehe.. okie the Pop Rocks entry you've all been waiting for. Haven't gotten around to updating. So yeah.... me and Mike made out with a bunch of Pop Rocks in our mouths. It was SO fun. Haha. After we did that a couple of times we still had some left over so this genious idea came into my mind... why not lick the rest of the pop rocks off of his chest?! So I pushed him down on the grass and lifted

2003-08-10T18:57:00.000-07:00

I don't really FEEL like writing right now. But I do have so much to update on that I guess I should anyways. So what's been going in the past couple of days you may be wondering? Well on Friday me and Mike celebrated our 8th month anniversary. We had to celebrate it early this month because on Tuesday he's leaving for Canada. I'm thinking I already wrote that in a previous entry...but bare with

2003-08-06T12:12:00.000-07:00

Stolen from Jen's journal: 1*What time is it: 11:45 am 2*Todays Date: August 6, 2003 3*Full Name: Nicole Elizabeth Garcia 4*Gender: female 5*Age: 19 6*Birthday: Feb. 22, 1984 7*Siblings(age,sex): 25, male, Bryan. 28, male, Chris. 28, male, Rudy (stepbrother). 19, male, Mike (stepbrother) 8*Parents: Ty and Donna 9*Nieces: ummm none 10*Nefews: none 11*School: University of California, Santa Cruz

2003-08-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

Yay! I finally have some free days. I'm off from work Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. Isn't that NICE?! Then I work Thursday. Off Friday. Work Saturday at 6-10:30. Then work Sunday at 4. Puhlease! LOL. Anyways... I'm really excited for it to be Friday already. Mike's coming over. We're gonna celebrate our 8 month anniversary a couple days earlier because he's leaving for Canada on Tuesday. :(

2003-08-02T10:43:00.000-07:00

So yeah...and update on the Tom Green Show experience. It was fun! Well...not the 2 hour wait outside of the studio, but, the actual taping was pretty fun. I got out of work at exactly 4 and Amanda had just walked into Ross. So we walked into the parking lot to be greeted by my dad and brother. We got into Bubank prettly fast, around 5. I called Mike and told him we were really close to the

2003-07-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

It is so crazy hot here I hate it!!! I hate the AV! It has to be the ugliest place to live in Southern California. BLAH! Haha. ANYWAYS... I'm washing a few of my tee shirts and some pants. I gotta figure out what I'm wearing tomorrow for work... AND for the new Tom Green Show. That's right! Tomorrow...me, Mike, Amanda, my dad, and brother Bryan.. are going to a live taping of the new Tom Green

2003-07-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

Just got back from getting my Wisdom teeth out!!! Only took 10 minutes! I'm on vicadin right now and I'm still so dizzy.... so I think I'm gonna go back to laying down. I just wanted to say.........I hate the taste of blood!

2003-07-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

Random survey time: x. you keep a diary: yes.. I have many diaries/journals x. you like to cook: NOPE x. you have a secret crush you have not shared with anyone: No... and why would I have a crush? x. you're in love: Yes I am and I'm pretty sure you all know with who by now x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: Nah x. you bite your fingernails: sometimes when I get really really nervous x.

2003-07-22T22:41:00.000-07:00

I knew something was weird. I didn't feel right. There was something deep down inside telling me that everything between me and Mike wasn't okay just yet. I couldn't figure out what it was. But I kept thinking... maybe it was because we never go and have any fun. Maybe it's because we never go out and eat. He's never taken me out to eat in the whole 7 months that we've been together! Don't you

2003-07-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

I had a pretty interesting phone conversation with Mike last night. We're pratically the same person. We say the same exact things at the same exact time. It's so weird. Haha. He says we're like best girl friends who have their periods the same time. Makes me laugh so much. He asked when I have my period. Okay.. it's not every day that a guy would like to know that. Lol. I was like "umm I'm not

2003-07-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

Haha. I talked to Mike earlier on the phone today.We just realized that we both could have gotten arrested for out little "stunt" we pulled yesterday out on the lawn. FUNNY!!!!!!!! It was well worth the risk. LOL.

2003-07-19T12:57:00.000-07:00

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: [01] I agree w/ Jen.. emotional pain [02] Not becoming a doctor in the future [03] When people drink (alcohol that is) THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: [01] Mike [02] My brothers (haha they count as one person) [03] Nancy THREE THINGS I LOVE: [01] Mike :) [02] success [03] thoughtfulness THREE THINGS I HATE: [01] failure [02] immaturity [03] unintelligent people

2003-07-18T22:28:00.000-07:00

Aww Mike came over today! It was fun times. It was crazy hot outside.. all humid and nasty. We were all sticky and sweaty. I gave him his Simple Plan shirt that I bought at the concert, and his autographs from Simple Plan. He liked them. And he tried on the shirt and it fit!! NICE. Last time I bought him a shirt from A&F for an anniversary present and it didn't quite fit. Suckie. Oh well. I got

2003-07-14T14:41:00.000-07:00

HAHA. Well I got a job at Ross today. Ya know.. I was only pretending to want a job. I didn't think I'd actually GET one!! LOL. I blame it all on Amanda and us goofing off with filling out applications. Like we wanted to work! HA! Well I guess it's cool. $6.75 an hour, I could use the extra money this summer. Man... I'm gonna be working! WEIRD! LOL.

2003-07-12T11:38:00.000-07:00

So I went to the Vans Warped Tour yesterday at Cal State Long Beach! It was so fucking awesome. I went with my brother Chris. We left the house around 10 and got there at 12:30. I was wearing a black tee shirt that said "U...The Used" on it, that Mike bought for me the night before. I've never seen so many punky people before in my life. It was so awesome. Right when we got there we walked to the

2003-07-06T21:59:00.000-07:00

I have an interview on Wednesday at Starbucks at 1 to see if I want to work with Excel Vartec Telecommunications Firm.... Coooool huh?! I'm excited!!! I'm so pumped up. Let's hope it's what I want and if they want me! Hehe.

2003-07-05T14:54:00.000-07:00

I haven't written here in a long time because I've been apprehensive of writing my true emotions/feelings of past events. In the past week I've come to many realizations of my life and who I am as a person. I've come to see what I truly want out of life, what I need in my life, and how I'm going to accomplish what I want. I've realized I want the best of the best. I've always been spoiled. I've

2003-06-24T19:28:00.000-07:00

Well so much to update. Haven't written in here in a long time. I'm listening to this awesome song by Jay Z and Punjabi MC called "Beware of the Boys" Remix... it's a nice dance song with an Indian feel to it. You should download it. Makes you want to go to a club. lol. Anyways.. I've been taking my morning precalculus class at AVC now for three days. BLAH. I absolutely hate math. But I must take

2003-06-14T18:50:00.000-07:00

Survey time!! Oh by the way.. I'm officially home for the summer now in beautiful Southern California! I'll be here till Sept. 21st. I'm lovin' every minute of it. I so need the break. Everyone better hit me up to hang out while I'm here man. First bike: umm well I first had one of my brothers BMX dirt bikes.. then eventually I got my own pink girly bike. First best friend(s): Chaleene when I

2003-06-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

Augh. I am so ready to just leave Santa Cruz already and head home for the summer. The anticipation is killing me. I just want to take my damn linguistics final, pass it, go to sleep and have it be Wednesday morning. The only sad thing though is that I won't be able to see Mike. We won't even be able to be together for our 7 month anniversary on Friday. It's even a Friday the 13th. Hehe. Funny.

2003-06-06T15:15:00.000-07:00

Wow. Okay.. haven't updated in a long time. I was busy finishing up my first year of college. Today was my last day of classes and now I'm just awaiting my one final for Linguistics which is on Tuesday. My dad and brother Bryan are picking me up on Wednesday morning at 9, which means we'll get back home around 4:30ish. Yay!! So excited. Me and Diana have already packed up most of our things. Our

2003-05-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

I've meant to update but I kept forgetting. Dumb. Anyways.. yeah. I pretty much spent the whole weekend with Mike. It was really nice I must say :) So let's see.. on Friday me, Nancy, April, and Travis drove to this tiny Mexican restuaraunt by the beach called Las Palmas to have dinner. It was yummy. We sat there and talked for a bit, laughing like crazy over stupid things. It had been awhile

2003-05-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

Aww..Mike's too cute. Love him! tHEnATrlplbyX3: i only need 2 girls tHEnATrlplbyX3: you and my mom tHEnATrlplbyX3: 3 tHEnATrlplbyX3: and my grandma

2003-05-23T13:17:00.000-07:00

Okay. You can officially call me a slut. Lol. Well not really but ehhhh I just feel so dirty. I may look like an innocent girl but man and that I would never do anything crazy. But I've come to realize that in some aspects that's true. But when it comes to being with Mike and sex, all that goes out the window. It's like a rush. I do things I never thought I would do because I like the feeling of

2003-05-22T17:09:00.000-07:00

Eww I have like the biggest hickey on the right side of my neck. It must be a little bigger than the size of a quarter and it's so dark. Embarassing. Trying to cover it up with my hair. lol. But....Wow. I had the best night with Mike last night. MmMmMm. We hadn't really spent time together in a long time, like watched a movie and just cuddled because we've both been really busy with studyinng and

2003-05-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

I am the princess (...with a pea)! Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com. You! Yes, you... the one with the sensitive bum. You're lovable and cute but very picky. That's why we don't like you. I mean.. that's why we're so damn fond of you! The only real problem I had with you was the fact that you stole my mattress just so prevent a bruised tush. Jeez, I need to see my

2003-05-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

HAHA.. well the lips part is true O snap. You're Gina. You're damn sexy and you knowit! Which Damn Sexy Chick Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-05-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-14T16:27:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-14T16:26:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-14T16:21:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-14T16:11:00.000-07:00

Funny, since I considered applying to there. I even have myself on tape visiting the damn college. Hey! Least I got to be in one of the classes!! I even got a sweatshirt!! lol... img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/coolhound/1051419889_resCornell.gif" border="0" alt="cornell">Cornell If only the least impressive Ivy didn't also haveto be the hardest. You know those Harvard kidsare laughing at

2003-05-10T23:46:00.000-07:00

interesting.. I say hi to Ryan online and this is what he says: sTumBeLine16: hi cutie FUturepLaYbOY1 7: how are you sTumBeLine16: good but I'm about to go buy some drugs sTumBeLine16: so, can we talk later? sTumBeLine16: :-) sTumBeLine16: hehe FUturepLaYbOY1 7: alright sTumBeLine16: are you alright? sTumBeLine16: did u want to talk about something? FUturepLaYbOY1 7: no im fine sTumBeLine16: cuz

2003-05-10T18:47:00.000-07:00

Wow. I haven't updated this in a long time. The last week I was busy with homework and studying for two midterms: sociology and linguistics. I think I did really well on both of them.. but we'll see. I just finished my homework for the weekend, I had to read a chapter on syntatic structure for linguistics in the Patterns of the Mind book. It was heavily complex but at the same time really

2003-05-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

You Are An Navel Piercing Cute, trendy, and in kick ass shape. You're usually the first one to offer up body shots. Everyone fantasizes about where your other piercings might be. You are a total tease and proud of your killer abs. What Piercing Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

2003-05-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

awww... mike's away message...too cute. still asleep.... good luck on your midterm baby. *muah*

2003-05-02T17:18:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-30T17:07:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-30T15:13:00.000-07:00

"Make Me Stay" I'm gonna turn and walk away you can wait til I am far along then run and come and catch my arm and say you'd die if I were gone I want to hear you call my name it's too easy just to say it soft I don't like my language watered down I don't like my edges rounded off I can't always wait for your circumstance to improve love is loose it shifts each time you move go ahead, put my

2003-04-30T15:11:00.001-07:00

"Hell Yeah" life is a b movie it's stupid and it's strange a directionless story and the dialouge is lame but in the he said she said sometimes there's some poetry if you turn your back long enough and let it happen naturally oh, yeah hell yeah I got a face like a limp handshake hair like an accident scene I've been waking up slowly savoring the same old dream and somewhere between the folds of

2003-04-30T15:11:00.000-07:00

"Untouchable Face" think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect

2003-04-30T15:10:00.000-07:00

"O.K." if you ask me i'll say yes please to you today so don't ask me cuz i'm weak that way just don't ask me o.k. i'm so glad we got that straightened away if you see me walk by you better just let me walk by you better not bat your pretty eyes you better not stop me to say hi i got a sweet tooth today so you better not cut that pie if you ask me i'll say yes please to you today so don't

2003-04-30T15:06:00.000-07:00

I'm really into Ani Difranco song's now... so I'll be putting some of her lyrics here: "Talk to me know" I am a woman by birth and after nineteen times around I have found they will stop at nothing once they know what you are worth talk to me now I played the powerless in too many dark scenes and I was blessed with a birth and a death and I guess I just want some say in between don't you

2003-04-28T13:27:00.000-07:00

I missed Mike last night. My bed was lonely without him in it and sleeping with his arms wrapped around me. He spent the night on Sunday. Diana had spent the night at her boyfriends so Mike came over at 10 and kept me company while I was sick. It was nice. We layed down for a bit and then he told me I should change and get under the covers. So I got up and took some Nyquil and then grabbed my pjs

2003-04-26T21:43:00.000-07:00

You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own. What inner color are you?

2003-04-26T21:40:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-26T11:11:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-25T16:09:00.000-07:00

x. name = Nicole x. birthday = February 22, 1984 x. piercings = 2 on my left ear, 3 on my right ear, and my navel x. tattoos = Soon... x. height = 5'2 x. shoe size = 5-6 x. hair color = Brown/redish x. hair length = to my shoulders x. siblings = 2 older brothers; Chris and Bryan x. pets = 1 shih ztuo named J.C. last... x. movie you rented = haven't rented a movie in a long time x. movie you

2003-04-23T14:36:00.000-07:00

"Love is something you fall into. What I love is better than what you love. More profound, more compelling, sexier. What I hate deserves it. It's more horrible and evil than what you hate. My taste is better than yours. More developed and complex. What are looking at? Why are you here? Who do think you are? What do you want to be? What did you say? What do you want? I wish I was cool. If I wasn't

2003-04-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

Name: Nicole Birthday: February 22, 1094 What time is it? 10:25 pm LAST PERSON WHO.. Slept in your bed: Mike Saw you cry: Mike Made you cry: college crap Spent the night at your house: house?? no one You shared a drink with: Mike, it was a Snapple You went to the movies with: most likely my brother You went to the mall with: Aine, we went to the Valencia Mall Yelled at you: no one yells at me

2003-04-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-22T13:44:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

Yeah so I keep forgetting to write about this... MTV is filming on my campus (UCSC). I guess our school is going to be the next Fraternity Life. How weird considering my school is so liberal. MTV is furnishing a house where six students will live and be taped. They had a party on Saturday at this golf course in Aptos, invitation only, where people were dressed up really nice and they were

2003-04-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

awww.. Mike's away message: Gnite cutie.... Shhhhh I'm still dreaming about you. I love you *muah*

2003-04-18T12:02:00.000-07:00

Funny! :) Why Nagging a Man Doesn't Work What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon, You and I need to clean up, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear, if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah,

2003-04-16T17:09:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm writing this because I've been feeling kinda scared about things with Mike. I've been feeling this way for the past couple of days like really strongly. I'm scared to death that I might accidentally find myself pregnant. Like we fool around almost every time we see each other and we don't use protection because okay we're not really having sex but then you know, things happen. It feels

2003-04-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! Guess what!! I'm going to the Vans Warped Tour this summer @ Cal State Long Beach, July 11th!! I bought me and my brother Chris a ticket last night!!! And Mike is gonna buy a ticket too!! Yay!! We get to see... The Ataris, The Used, Pennywise, Glassjaw, AFI, Rancid, Less than Jake, and Sum 41 might be there!!! and all these other awesome bands are gonna be there too!! Soooo excited!! :)

2003-04-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

Aww. So our anniversary was good afterall. We hung out at his place around 3 and did homework. He worked on math with his friend while I read for Sociology. Then I left to come back to my place after I had read, so I could hang out with Diana and get something to eat. Then around 8 Mike called to see what I was doing and if he could come over but I told him I wanted to go over there. So he met me

2003-04-12T15:02:00.000-07:00

Wow. Things have been gooood with Mike lately. Since the last entry when I was upset with him, we have resolved our issues and now things to seem to be a whole lot better. Tomorrow is our 5 month anniversary. I wonder how that is going to go over. I really love him and now he's trying so hard to show me how much he loves me too. He bought me the new Spin magazine with Linkin Park on the cover the

2003-04-06T16:11:00.000-07:00

I'm upset with Mike. I've come to the realization that I love him more then he loves me despite what he may say and think. I've been really sick since I got back to school. He spent the night Friday night with me. After he came over at 7 and told me he forgot to come take care of his sick baby cause he got too caught up playing video games at his friends. Then last night around 11 he asked if I

2003-03-27T14:15:00.000-08:00

*Creative Q's* 1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why? neither.How is that fun? 2.What color do you think best describes you and why? Pink. Cause it's so bright and cheery... but then again it gets sickening sweet 3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing? I'd be on a secluded Cancun beach getting all

2003-03-19T18:01:00.000-08:00

Haha Just came back from the dining hall and me and Diana usually talk to the girl that swipes us in before and after we leave. She's in high school.. has a baby..she broke up with her boyfriend yesterday. So last night we gave her advice and then she told us tonight that they got back together. Yay. Then she showed us her hickey and she was telling us it hurt. Then she pointed at us and was all

2003-03-19T01:07:00.000-08:00

tHEnATrlplbyX3: you are ... omg i cant explain in words tHEnATrlplbyX3: i love you

2003-03-18T15:41:00.000-08:00

I can't get situated. I've been sitting here trying to get comfortable but it just doesn't work. My legs have to be stretched.. then they have to be tucked underneath me, then one has to be out in front of me while the other one is underneath me. augh. Haha. Anyways... I've been trying to study for my Pacific. Is. Body art final that I have on Thursday. Should be alright. Not as worried as I am

2003-03-16T23:53:00.000-08:00

FUNNY.. considering everyone thinks I look like her.... You're dark, twisted and gorgeous, Angelina Jolie. What sexy girl are you brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-16T23:42:00.000-08:00

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2003-03-15T15:47:00.000-08:00

Wow. I'm in love. Big time and it's not as scary as I thought it was going to be. I've been with Mike for almost 5 months now. That's long compared to 3 months of a relationship in high school. I was only with Sal for a month too and I thought I loved him. But now that I look back at that... that wasn't love no matter how hard I tried to convince myself that it was. Nothing compares to the

2003-03-13T21:36:00.000-08:00

hahaha You are every secretary's nightmare Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Whichmeans you're rare or that you cheated :P You'rethe kind of chick that can hang out with yourboyfriend's friends and be silly. You don'tcare about presents or about going to fancyplaced. Hell, just hang out. You're just happybeing around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

Tomboy What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-13T21:24:00.000-08:00

hand holding - you like to be in constant physicalcontact with your special someone but you don'twant to take things too quickly. What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

Pink: You see the world in bright pink. The world is ahappy, happy place! You love all people andthings!! Life is great! You're just like ahappy child. Spread the cheer. What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

Okay so there's a possibility that I'm moving out next quarter. I'm going to be moving across campus to college 9/10. I feel much more comfortable there and I'll be closer to the science two buildings where I'll be spending much of my time anyways since I'm a psychology major. I went to the housing office today and asked the girl if it would jeporadize my guaranteed housing since I'm an EOP (

2003-03-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

Shirley Temple-- you're cute around people butnaughty when you get away from the crowd What's your stripper name? (female) brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-08T23:20:00.000-08:00

Your Heart is Pink What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-03-08T21:22:00.000-08:00

Last phone call: Diana's mom just called Last TV show watched: umm not sure. Just watched One Hour photo though Last Item Bought: my belly button ring Last time showered: this morning Last shoes worn: my white reports Last CD played: Avril Lavigne Last downloaded: Some Sean Paul songs Last annoyance: people Last disappointment: being tired at 9 on a Saturday night Last soda drank: Coke Last thing

2003-03-01T20:36:00.000-08:00

Well I got my belly button pierced today at a tattoo place in dowtown called Graffix Pleasure. What an experience I must say. I spent the night over at Nancy's on Friday and we woke up to our friend Wintila calling at 8:30. She had just got back from a party and wanted to see if we wanted to go to breakfast with her. So Nancy told her no and we went back to bed till 9:30. Then she called again

2003-02-28T12:19:00.000-08:00

Awwww... tHEnATrlplbyX3: hey baby... i just wanted to tell you how much i love you. you dont know how much that meant to me having you come over while i was doing work with my friends. i know we didnt get to do much but just the thought of having you there made me so happy. you mean everything to me. and i love you.

2003-02-21T23:43:00.000-08:00

It was cute. Me and Nancy went to this break dancing/ hip hop show at the college eight dining hall tonight. I had planned on going to see Mike after the show ended at 10:30 Anyways...so me and Nancy were sitting there watching this group dance and Mike comes up behind me and kisses me on the cheek. Then he sat behind me and was all " I'm gonna go out tonight... is that okay?" and I was all "yeah

2003-02-20T21:05:00.000-08:00

EvanEssence: My Immortal I'm so tired of being used. Supressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave I wish you would just bleed. Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. When you cried I wiped all of yours tears and if you'd scream I'd fight away

2003-02-19T23:16:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to make out of this: tHEnATrlplbyX3: so quiet futureplayboy17: sorry futureplayboy17: im just letting you work tHEnATrlplbyX3: im waiting for you futureplayboy17: for what? tHEnATrlplbyX3: to talk/come here futureplayboy17: oh futureplayboy17: just thinking tHEnATrlplbyX3: about what babe? futureplayboy17: about you tHEnATrlplbyX3: what about me bebe futureplayboy17: do you

2003-02-18T23:50:00.000-08:00

FUturepLaYbOY1 7: im happy youre not sick then FUturepLaYbOY1 7: cause i made nancy sick tHEnATrlplbyX3: today?! FUturepLaYbOY1 7: yeah FUturepLaYbOY1 7: haha tHEnATrlplbyX3: told you my body is made of steel FUturepLaYbOY1 7: her voice was all messed up FUturepLaYbOY1 7: haha tHEnATrlplbyX3: cuz im yo superman baby FUturepLaYbOY1 7: hahahaha FUturepLaYbOY1 7: too cute tHEnATrlplbyX3: hahahaha

2003-02-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

Awwwwwwwww. I LOVE him sooooooooooooooo much. tHEnATrlplbyX3: i looooooooove you tHEnATrlplbyX3: thank you for coming into my life and making it that much more difficult tHEnATrlplbyX3: now i have school and you to care about

2003-02-17T15:35:00.000-08:00

Funny stuff: FUturepLaYbOY1 7: bored! LordNikonSSJ: x_x FUturepLaYbOY1 7: and i dont want to start hw till tomorrow LordNikonSSJ: If I was there id be riding you LordNikonSSJ: >.> LordNikonSSJ: <.< FUturepLaYbOY1 7: haha LordNikonSSJ: kek FUturepLaYbOY1 7: haha FUturepLaYbOY1 7: silly silly LordNikonSSJ: ye FUturepLaYbOY1 7: yep FUturepLaYbOY1 7: well least i wouldnt be bored then... hahahahaha

2003-02-16T11:07:00.000-08:00

The previous entry was a conversation between me and Mike yesterday. Made me cry. 2 seconds after that conversation the phone rang and it was him. It was so cute, he was all "hey babe?" I didn't know what to say to him. I really love him. When I'm with him he makes me happy. We can just joke around and make fun of each other. He said I took advantage of him when he met me because I'm so hot. haha

2003-02-16T10:47:00.000-08:00

So yeah: tHEnATrlplbyX3: sorry FUturepLaYbOY1 7: its ok tHEnATrlplbyX3: no im really sorry tHEnATrlplbyX3: for acting like a dick FUturepLaYbOY1 7: lol tHEnATrlplbyX3: seriously FUturepLaYbOY1 7: well thanks for apologizing tHEnATrlplbyX3: babe i love you tHEnATrlplbyX3: just got a little jealous FUturepLaYbOY1 7: its ok tHEnATrlplbyX3: if you hadnt noticed FUturepLaYbOY1 7: yeah tHEnATrlplbyX3:

2003-02-12T13:27:00.000-08:00

Just got back from doing part of Mike's Valentine's day surprises. It was pretty funny. I tried the front door but it was locked so I tried the sliding door and luckily that was open. No one was in the apartment which was nice. His door was closed and I felt bad because I didn't want to walk into his room and have his roomate be sleeping or something. But his roomate wasn't there either which was

2003-02-09T14:11:00.000-08:00

Augh I don't feel like studying at all. So unmotivated. Diana went out with her dad and aunt today, so I'm here alone again. I'm sitting on the floor between our beds, it's nice because the sun is shining on my back making it all warm and toasty. Pretty soon I'll get too hot and have to get up. My hair smells like Mike lol. Went over to his place around 9ish. He was being stubborn and didn't want

2003-02-08T12:24:00.000-08:00

I'm listening to Hometown Hero's "Eighteen" pretty good song. I don't know what I'm gonna do today, probably study. I have 2 midterms next week. My bioethics one is on Thursday and my art one is one Friday. Least I know that weekend will be a good one, pluse it's Valentine's day on Friday so that'll be cool. I had my cognitive psyc midterm on Thursday, I think I did pretty good on it. Only took

2003-02-05T21:42:00.000-08:00

Okay so I'm sitting here studying for my cognitive psyc midterm that I have tomorrow and what do I decide to do? Write in my journal of course. Diana went to this meeting tonight around 6ish anad here it is 9:30 and she still isn't back yet. My dad was eh, alright. I only had my Pacific Is. Body Art class till 12:10. I realized I had to return 2 library books by today so I walked straight there